nothing # one

Just between me and you: I think this it's crazy:

How i've done nothing, when i needed to do everything;

How i've tried my best;

How i've cared so much;

How little sleep i've gotten;

How i make only adversaries;

How much work i put into this;

How this was nothing that i expected;

How i feel cheated and lied to;

How this is all my fault.